so as every song plays through the broadcast, you enter my brain. it rubs the wound when i'm in my dark room. it flashes times when we talk on the cell all night. this is what happens when i'm bored, dead bored. yes, my cocked up weekends. when i'm done with service today, walked out, i went crazy and expect to see you by the road. my brain worked so quickly till i saw the day you called and we went for a show after service. zomg, i can remember e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g. anyway, magazined at borders alone and walk about parkway with my jumpo sausage made me feel like a routine. haven't got a drooling nose for long till today since the start of service till now. its irritating me but it's kinda fun. lol. but i felt uber lonely? like, no one knows that i'm sick, to look after me, nag me, worry for me. it isnt this way in the past alright. didnt do much this afternoon i must say. plainly listening and cam whore by myself. i seriously hate this part cos i was never lonely with you around.
i'm screaming out your name;
xoxo. || 9:37 PM
