met beloved ahbang syah and his friends for picnic last friday. could hardly experience picnic and to hang out with him so agreed with the outing.

first time making for people myself. very nice, made me so nervous but over whelming responds. (:


there, us. i kinda hate the wind in the photos? i look like shit? anyway, only left us at the end of the picnic outing and we left to boon keng for prata and chats. fun chatting i guess, although i was quiet all the while but just by listening and observing was somewhat better than staying at home. they just made me feel that they symbolized you but now, you're really ignoring me.
i was pretty mad with shuner cos we were so excited for the lyrical dance we could all attend before having our own stuff but she didnt wake up on time on saturday. urgh, annoying. then headed for the last national day parade rehearsal and it was a very big difference compared to my last time round. there were so many left not taken, kinda feel bad for them. then was kinda asked to stay before to take for the VIP people which ended pretty late. /= ohwell.
caught mummy with cher and jason after service today and nope, not my kind of show i guess? i dont know, i just dont feel good watching. oh yes! the transitions. gosh, it sucked. anyway just got home from festival of praise. didnt intend to go actually, but being brought over from rach's and ky's persuations. didnt really sing out of my lungs like i did for hillsongs but it was nice like, worshipping with friends. ha! for the very first time and fortunately, none of them didnt see the way i was crying. haha.
dont close yourself on me;
xoxo. || 2:00 AM