going home mid night alone would be the first and last time for me two days ago after meeting yanxin near her place just to have a drink. can you feel the boredom i was facing now?! anyway, it was total crappy walking pass the train station's walk way. imagine all the weird people having a picnic on the plot of grass right outside the train station?! and for the very moment everyone around me looked as though they are aliens. zomg, i remember how scared i was, how cold my body gotten and how fast was my heart beat. then it made me thought how fortunate i was to be in your zoom zoom then, which made me give all these a miss. the urge of ringing you up was strong, i wish i am grown to have more courage.
it was an awful pity that i didn't go for the badminton game which jason planned yesterday cos it was too far. ended up meeting shuner the babe for a show. i realised i'm always repeating my story. it's the same old people. i know she got bored and numb over those. tell you, all we spent was on food and more food. don't make me spell the word f.a.t. urgh? oh well, having those indulgence to my body i only had a blow of noodle soup and a few biscuits today. i wish my plan of only fruits daily work soon.
i know i have billion things awaiting for me to complete. but seriously? i don't know where to start. =/
it's sunrise from my window! (:
i want to get to know you again.
xoxo. || 11:54 PM