so shoot started last saturday which made me scared the night before as i lay on my bed worrying. thank you so much for replying me. the accompany totally made me feel better. i was awake till three in the morning when call time was at six thirty. the truck was unpredictably late which crashes my schedule of the day. so all was behind time. unbearably cast slept while waiting for us to fetch when my assistant and i spam her phone till we've to cancel her out of the day. ah, then comes crew. first, late. second, this isnt everyone's' first production, why work not using brain? ah, waddeva. everything was just not in place. my brain was everywhere. sigh, name me a failure. or maybe i was just too panic/scared. /=

day two comes and i looked forward to it positively. it turned out pretty well cos we ended first location way before hand. nothing blocked my way so i took my time with the day off at car park scene. just some time managing cocked up at the end of day but that wasn't much a problem just a little pushing. i don't know how much i could thank to the extras who helped out, really. for a moment i thought i got everyone into trouble, fact was some stupid people complained there were a fight at the car park when it was just filming. -.-









woke up this morning and felt the heavy pain in my head which made feel really sick and tired to the max. chatted with mom about production before she left for work and headed to bed again. couldn't feel any better until noon. wanted to go for melissa's shoot, but i wasn't needed so left home to joh's shoot. helped around, mixed around, kinda fun actually even though there wasn't anything much. some how it was because of joh that i went, i don't know, just kinda miss them know. (:
xoxo. || 10:32 PM