tiniest prayer.
life haven't been good to me nor my family. these make me wonder is this a real test from God. this week is chaotic. way too much. i need some fun now. but unfortunately, gonna start work next monday. sigh.
appeal marathon today was hell. all i can say is i prepared so much, yet they didn't accept some of my documents. isnt that waste of my effort? i just feel so grief about this. but well i must say, thanks to xiuyi who accompanied me all the way and of cos those back ups, ivy and doreen. ahhh, without them, i dont think i can complete those appeal letters. ((: exactly, so impromptu. urgh, this make me pissed. cos i was told they will provide appeal application. urgh? like, so-not? ended up i had to write an appeal letter. i hate it cos its-so-insincere, and obviously - unprepared. urgh! so that made it all a tiring one. ):



anyhooow, sinema old school screened our projects on tuesday. and it was oh-so-cool. cos strangers watch our short films. though, i was a little tinny bit embarrass about those lousy scenes. but well, it was quite nice to have that little reunion in the mist. (:

not forgetting my recommendation letter from dearest mr nick. who is oh-so-efficient. ((: honestly, i miss college, everyone.

I pray, for i am nothing.
I pray, for i clearly know my needs.
To seek Your will as it's shown to me.
I pray, for i am searching.
I pray, for Your love is want i need.
On my kness, through the valleys
You walk with me.
xoxo. || 11:43 PM