met elaine after lorna whiston today which i went after school. walked towards cotton on "eh?your friend" elaine said. there you were right in front of me. i think i blushed. i was shocked for about a second. so i am tired again today, very. morning was worse till i had to get redbull for my body. so caught up with elaine and told me a whole bunch of things which applies to me now, mainly school stuff obviously. i am going to acknowledge you as my english teacher soon. yay. (: come to think of it now ahyiam pengyet was quite a bad choice, cos i had so much oil in my meals today. muffin? subway's less oil oatmeal cookie? all the crap food. feeling so guilty now. not enough, i had a crave of ice cream, so suggested to udders since i havent tried and many said its nice. thankfully we went. cos I MET YOU AGAIN. like, how many times can two person be such coincidental? you were so nice to stay even though elaine was around. fortunately you remembered her as counselor though. just feel bad that i didnt really contributed in the conversation cos i was extremely tired with the rum rum raisin flavored ice cream. fyi, alcoholic. and i think i went red, daarn, i feel so lousy please. i am amazed that you both could talked so much. though many a times was debating. but it make me try thinking (cos i was so sleepy). fate or what? like, we met again after your dinner in town. coincidence? ah, must be God's plan. (: and i meant it when i said i was happy to see you.
my eye lids are extremely heavy. like the whole earth is falling. !!! didnt realized the time till now. brrrr.
relax, i just need some human warmth.