there are zillion and one things in my brain now. i dont know where to start. photoshoot, assignments, locations, theme, deadlines, stress, pressure, photography, wardrobe, podcast, friends, family, heart, worry, mind, feel, you, shopping, best friends, Love, God, fats, diet, driving license, you, sleep, food, play, fun, script, relax, tired, you, storyboard, drawing, scared, sleep, you, so many. even though theres zillion things going on, you're always in there. i cant help it. podcast is hell. scripting is gonna be fun, but hell. photoshoot too. just so suddenly the urge of having you officially in my life feel so strong. i know, it's bad. TWO MORE WEEKS BABY. HOLIDAYS. and obviously, who can't wait. like, i-am-so-exhausted. i need a serious massage, perhaps some treatment to my dear nails and and my hair, growing long and thicker for the pass four months. woot.
today's: prep-photoshoot-dinner with melissa-return ben 50mm,
tomorrow's: lorna whiston-photoshoot-maybe a dinner with yanxin,
sunday's: Church-photoshoot-perhaps a dinner with fira,
monday's: hardcore editing.
tuesday's: SUBMISSION. apparently, it's pretty well planned. but i still need 50mm on weekends. God, You've got to help me get. Ian, please.
wheat theme for caiyi last week was fun i would say. with polaroid, dad and melissa's help. but sad to say, shots were pretty much normal, though i like some of them. (: teacher seems optimistic about my work. speaking of which, met mr william and ah. pressurized. honestly, like a huge metal on my head. /= right, take charge. boohoo.
be with me forever.
xoxo. || 11:21 AM
