grant me wisdom.
i can't believe how depressed i was on the way to school earlier on. it was horrible. i was on the verge of breaking down. it can't be helped, i figured out that i'm gonna be alone for the first lesson. and i nearly go insane. seriously, the scorching sun and the missed bus just made everything worse. i can't believe you're there, reading all of these. you knew how exactly i felt and trying real hard to comfort me, i guess, it's just my instinct. but seriously, from the deepest of my heart, a mega HUGE thank you for being there. really. i don't know how alone would i feel if you wasn't talking to me. ((((:
and so, i was right. the only film sound video student in the idiotic creative and thinking skills lesson with a freaky boastful lecturer. raaaah. well, the people were alright actually. my group kinda blend fast enough. that kinda calm the speed of my mind.
looking at the bright side,
i got.into.Hip.Hop. wahaha. uh huh uh huh. it's kinda what i aimed for. the weird thing was that aerobics, dancesports and hip hop were fighting in my thick skull before entering the theatre. seriously? aerobics? hahaha. i've no clue of what is dancesports and i could find no one to do the explanation. the annoying part was, the whole world just exaggerated how fast we would need to dash to the aimed sport. it was just a queue like any other. -.- i imagined it to be held at some field so stupidly wore my sneakers and a pair of jeans which nearly cost my death.
oh, did i mention we bought pillow from aussino last night? hahahaha. it's kinda unbelievable. i mean, i don't even know why i bought it actually. i guess cos the price was irresistible. heeees.


as if you were beside me.
Labels: A., ngee ann poly, oh.beloved.girls, solitude
xoxo. || 10:50 PM