I wouldn't know where to begin.
i realized there are so many in my thoughts. so much... that it's so difficult to write all them down. i wish i could share everything with you, like, my real-life journal. and you'll remember them. cos you still, remember that night safari incident which happened six years ago. i miss you so much. i've been taking those first step, years and counting on. but you leave me here just waiting. from the day you stepped into my life, where there used to be times when we were so close, i know it's hard for me to let go. it's the way you make me feel. and i realized, we're seeing nearly once every month. i wish i wish i wish this will be the habit. i'd treasure them.
i can't believe holidays are coming to it's closure. it feels like it just started yesterday. even though i feel terribly exhausted but i like the carefree lifestyle. honestly, no stress. i don't know how fast i could adapt to the new schedule and back to studying again. it's worse that i'm foreseeing this coming semester would be tougher. I thank God for friends who have been walking this path with me. friends who have been filling my time. friends who knows me well. friends who been through thick and thins with me. i miss you who ever being as my classmate. especially those i'm close with. it's awful to not to have you guys with me. as this point of life, really.
deep in my heart.
Labels: A., solitude
xoxo. || 8:55 PM
