be my best gift.
Indeed, I had a busy Monday. first of all, why does it always occur to me that my first day of shoot cocks up in every way? like, why me? even though I have more experience, why does these minor stuff cocks up in my shoot? isn't this unfair? though, anything will go wrong, will go wrong.
I could foresee that the footage isn't going to be a perfect one. honestly, I.can't.be.a.Director. or is it just me? being such a Perfectionist. brraaah. worse thing is that, I didn't even know what I want to achieve. how great. though, now i know how annoying it is to double my job as a Director and a Producer. anyway, I really want to thank my good Lord for providing Ben and Alan. If it weren't them, I guess I could have just slit my wrist. wahahaha. the best part was, their presence. they made me feel whole and happy again. it was as though we were studying together, somehow (or perhaps, it's just me, being crazy). skipped the useless module, CATS, I didn't have a choice. braah.
attending parties just make my life brighter. Lorna Whiston dinner was quite a good one. thankfully for sher to be there as well. don't mention that I wore back my black bubble dress. It felt so good when I put on prom dress, it felt as though I was going for prom once again. (: the tanglin club was amazing - as glamourous as it can be, everyone was cheerful and glam too! now, I miss dressing up and partying so much. humph-



and now, all I hope for is to have good, wonderful, awesome birthday celebrations. THOUGH, school have already ruined part of the day, but oh well.

pick me up when I fall.
Labels: family, ITE, lorna whiston, ngee ann poly
xoxo. || 1:25 AM