and the rainbow balloons.
taking a short pause in everything, just a while.
was worrying about writcom essay, so here I am, home, and missing out in town with girls. celebrated xiuyi's birthday at central, clarke quay. dined at a japanese restaurant, Azabu Sabo . pretty good I'd say, at least for me. had salmon teriyaki noodles and definitely suit my taste, not forgetting the chilli powder. (:
I'm gonna try NOT to talk about school in this entry. I'm getting sick of it.
oh and yes, it's quite tough to squeeze out time for anything all because of school. so I guess, whoever I meet lately must be thankful. (cos I don't even make time for myself.)
anyway, I am so glad that I made the correct decision of not going town instead, headed to national library alone for the first time yesterday, obviously, I made it (I thought I'd never.) did I mention that I spotted JG there during my trip with melissaT? haha, I couldn't believe at first. so I kept peeping. right, sounds wrong. but seeing him just warm my heart. cos it felt like it was you that I was looking. you both look so alike from a far. now that I know what Kaymond meant three years ago. haha. (: so yes, got a handful of useful sources which cost me nearly three bucks just by zapping. what a con.
All I hear is the raindrops from the rooftop, dripping as I wonder if you realized. Realize the way I look at you and the way I turn red from time to time. I'm trying not to tell you but I kind of what to. Cos' I'm afraid what your responds will be. So I'm hiding what I'm feeling since you leave me speechless when you look at me. I wish I could surrender or run a thousand miles just to call your name. We are just so close and still so far.
Labels: A., birthday, ngee ann poly, oh.beloved.girls, solitude
xoxo. || 10:15 PM