I don't quite understand my life now? Where is the Passion that I used to have? It's getting harder to like what I am doing right now. Is this even right for me? How am I suppose to know all these answers? I'm so confused and screwed.
Indeed, the darkness of school arrived and soon to be over. Honestly, I don't quite like it? I feel so exhausted. I don't even have the time for myself or anyone else. I could nearly die of suffocation while revising for audio test earlier in the morning. Being panic for writcom is done and over with like, finally. well, fingers crossed that the essay make sense. haha.
Y's farewell dinner was great last night. awesome ambience at Paulaner Brauhaus and great friends. Isn't it perfect? (: I was definitely chilled out. those sausages and carbs sure filled us in.
I'm trying to recall what happened over the hiatus period, but theres so many things went on and it's tough to even think about them.
all i want is to just be happy like I always used to.