Faith is all you need.
It was a tiring week. Was filming music video the whole time that made me not home for a consecutive four days. And when I got home early on the fifth day, I've got a bad news, a real bad one. Sher's dad passed due to heart attack. Honestly, I have no freaking idea what and how I was suppose to react when my dad told me. Inevitably, I was stunned - for pretty long and totally speechless. The fact that I was so exhausted after an intensive week of shoot and then bombarded me with this news. I had to sort my emotions and feelings out that so called morning, but yet my mind was blank. Attended the wake for two nights now, and I'm feeling it. The memories are refreshing itself. Gah. So anyhow, the worst news I've got today was that... my effort and days were wasted. The films are blank, freaking no images. Seriously, why?! And a re-shoot? I really don't want to go through the process again.
These are the things that have been going through my mind. I don't know how am I suppose to respond to anything, anything at all.
Sher, remember I'm always here. xoxo.
loves.
Labels: family, ngee ann poly
xoxo. || 12:55 AM