I'm not sure if anyone reads this but I'm going to just update anyways.
So.. life's been rather busy and regrets. I know schooling is good, better than working but I'm really sick of doing homework, projects, wasting time. I wish all this will end soon, and I mean it.
Anyhow, something that has been affecting me is
the physical pain. I just don't get it, I've been so cautious about everything like cleanliness, and diet. I'm sad for myself and I'm scared. I'm afraid for the worst. Furthermore, I'm doing my own dressing and I'm kind of feeling phobia-tic after a few days now. All I wish for is healing, and more healing.
Emotionally exhausted.
where's happiness?
Labels: solitude
xoxo. || 12:24 AM